"Fa Ra Ra Ra Ra....Ra Ra Ra Ra" - A Christmas Story

What a great Christmas. I was able to hang out with family and watch some old funny home movies. Complements of Channel 7 news, AKA Grandpa. LOL It was funny looking back on those odd years, oh wait I think I am still in those odd years. Well it was great. So much fun. Grandma loved my gift. Thanks to everyone who helped me make it. I know I was a pain to most of you to get me a good picture but It was worth me nagging to see the look on her face. Now on to thinking about what to do for new years oh and then more importantly my Birthday!!! Any ideas anyone.

P.S. I am writing this blog on my new macbook!!!! The best gift that I totally do not deserve. But who would say no. Thanks :)

Where has the year gone?

Wow the year is almost up and it feels like it went by way too fast. I have had so many things happen to me in just this year then in my whole 25 years here. I have done a lot of growing up, I think, and I have learned to let go of the small stuff that I use to stress about. I am sure others will disagree and say that I am still to hard headed or that I worry way too much but I think I have changed. I am thankful for the people that I have in my life and excited to see what is going to come in this year.

Now I must admit this year did not start off that great. As a matter of fact I started the new year with a looming black cloud over my head. You see I opened my big mouth and said something that pretty much divided all of my friends for new years on. I dont regret that I said it but I do regret the timing. And then well, you all know I ended a relationship that was going great until once again I opened my big mouth, and once again I dont regret what I said but I do regret the timing. I then began to look at myself in a new light and thought to myself, wow I am fat. So i decided to change that part of my life that I knew I could change. I went from 150+ lbs to about 133 lbs, it was less but man the holiday food is so tempting. Well after I began to see the weight results I think I became more confident. Not that that is bad but I think I got a bit caulking about it and once again opened my big mouth to my roomate. That I dont regret at all. It needed to be said and I needed to move out. 

So now that the year is almost up well... I am so happy in my new place. I still have friends, even though we cant all hang out like old times everyone understands why I said what I said and it is forgiven. As so the boy situation. Well we are going to start this new year off the way we should have last year... together. Other then that I cant say what this year holds for me but I trust that God never gives me more then I cant handle.  Have a good year yo. Peace out!!! 

It's madness I tell you!!!

So I have not written in a while because I have been so busy with school. I have finals coming up and presentations due. I was able to knock out a 5 page paper in 1 day and thank God I got a B on it. So I have lots of pictures to post and lots to talk about but I have to get threw these last few weeks of school. Wish me luck!!!